だって君には彼氏がいるでしょう – 傘村トータ (Kasamura Tota)

When I mumble that I have no friends,

You promptly text “Don’t you have me?” over LINE

I really, really, truly like 

you, who does that for me.

You know, I don’t understand 

Why you spend your time with someone like me

You know, every now and then, out of the blue,

I get so nervous next to you I think I could die

I won’t say I’m lonely or anything like that

You have to live your own life

I can’t say “Pay more attention to me” or anything like that

Because you probably have a boyfriend, after all

When I murmur that I just want to disappear already

You ask “What’s wrong? Did something happen?” over LINE

I really, really, truly like 

you, who does that for me.

You know, I don’t understand

Why are you so kind to me?

Even when I’m unable

to do anything for you in return

I won’t say I want more or anything like that

Because you won’t become mine

No matter what, to you, 

I’m only just a friend. 

You know, I don’t understand

Why my chest hurts like this

Hey, please don’t realize

that I’ve come to like you this much

I won’t say “I like you” or anything like that

Since if I do, I might lose everything

God, I just can’t come up with a solution

No matter how much I cry, my wish won’t come true

I won’t say I’m lonely or anything like that

You have to live your own life

I can’t say “Pay more attention to me” or anything like that

Because you probably have a boyfriend, after all